HAPPY NEW YEAR.
As i have said before, i don't believe in new year. To me it's an illusion. It's a timeline that people give themselves to feel connected, to celebrate life. However, i have nothing against it. I love it when people come together. Because, that is when you feel most alive. I was supposed to spend my first new year ever with Tee, because we now live together officially and my parents know about that. But he chose to do that with his friends. I was so infuriated, but he came home early on the 1st and said that instead of me being mad at him, i should be happy that he is spending the first day of the year with me. That did not make any sense to me, but i was done wasting my energy being mad, so i just let it go.
Mama G chronicles will continue this year, i will share all about my pregnancy journey. Finding out i was pregnant for the third time was a joy. But, i was scared to death. I had no idea if the pregnancy would be smooth, considering my past abortions. I also had the fear of what my parents would think if they found out and not forgetting there is the community, who always shames an unmarried girl who gets pregnant. I was scared to death but determined to carry the pregnancy to term and have the baby. There was also Tee who suggested that i abort the pregnancy after telling him that i was determined to keep it. He soon changed his mind, But, broke my heart along the way. Being a single mum has never been a thought in my mind, But, i hate having to beg for love. My pregnancy was filled with heartache and a lot of heartache. But, as life has it, everything always works out in the end.
I WISH YOU ALL A YEAR FILLED WITH LOVE.
