COUNTRY WEED

MY MOODS CAME AND WENT, THEY WERE LIKE THE WIND, THIS TIME THEY ARE BLOWING NEXT TIME THEY ARE NON EXISTING. AM A VERY IMPULSIVE PERSON, I TRY SO HARD NOT TO MAKE DECISIONS BASED ON WHAT AM FEELING BUT I FAIL MOST OF THE TIMES.
TEE CAME TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS WRONG.
"HEY BABE ARE YOU OKAY, YOU JUST LEFT WITHOUT A WORD"
"I'M FINE "
"ARE YOU SURE COZ YOU DONT LOOK FINE" I DONT KNOW WHY, BUT I WAS REALLY GETTING IRRITATED WITH ALL HIS QUESTIONS
"YES I'M SURE, WHY DONT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO TALK TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND"
"I'M DOING THAT RIGHT NOW" I GAVE HIM A HARD STARE THAT SAID, OH YOU THINK YOU ARE FUNNY
"C'MON BABE, SHE IS NOT MY GIRLFRIEND THAT IS MAY SHE IS KATE'S SISTER, YOU KNOW THE GIRL I WAS TELLING YOU ABOUT"
"YEAH RIGHT, THAT IS WHY YOU WERE LAUGHING SO HARD TOGETHER WHILE SHE STROKED YOUR ARM"
"DONT TELL ME YOU'RE JEALOUS,  DID YOU EVEN SEE HER PROPERLY?"
"I SAW ENOUGH AND AM NOT JEALOUS"
"YOU WILL MEET HER LATER WHEN WE GO OVER TO THEIR PLACE AND YOU WILL SEE I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE"
"FINE"
"NOW PLEASE SMILE, DONT MAKE ME FEEL MISERABLE" SO HE KISSED ME AND I SMILED.
IT SEEMED EVERYWHERE WE WENT, TEE KNEW SOMEONE WHO SMOKED WEED OR SOLD WEED. SO HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED SOME WEED AND I WAS LIKE IS THAT EVEN A QUESTION OF COURSE I WANT TO SMOKE.
SO WE WENT OVER TO HIS FRIENDS PLACE AND HE GAVE US SOME WEED, WE CAME BACK TO THE FARM AND CLIMBED THIS TREE, WE SAT THERE AND HE LIT UP THE JOINT AND WE SMOKED WHILE TALKING AND LISTENING TO MUSIC, LIFE WAS SWEET WHEN SMOKING WEED, IT WAS A LOVELY AFTERNOON.

FIELD

IT WAS A LOVELY NIGHT, AN UNFORGETTABLE NIGHT. COME MORNING, THAT PLACE WAS REALLY COLD. WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS ALONE. TEE WOKE UP EARLY TO GO MILK THE COW AND HIS BROTHER WAS IN THE KITCHEN PREPARING BREAKFAST.
I DECIDED TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE SITUATION AND SLEEP SOME MORE. NO ONE WAS GOING TO SCREAM AT ME TO WAKE UP LIKE MY MUM USUALLY DID.
I COULDN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD SOME PEACEFULL SLEEP. WHEN BREAKFAST WAS READY, TEE CAME TO WAKE ME UP SO THAT I COULD JOIN THEM, IT WAS JUST THE THREE OF US. AFTER BREAKFAST I DID SOME CLEANING AROUND THE COMPOUND. IT WAS EVIDENT THAT NO ONE HAD TAKEN CARE OF THE HOME FOR A WHILE.
WHEN I WAS DONE I WAS SATISFIED WITH MY WORK. THE PLACE REALLY LOOKED BEAUTIFUL. WE HAD TO GO TO THE FIELD TO CLEAR IT OUT, I MEAN TEE AND HIS BROTHER HAD TO, BUT I JOINED THEM, I DIDN'T WANT TO STAY ALL ALONE IN THE COMPOUND. PLUS IT WAS A CHANCE FOR SOME ADVENTURE. AS WE WERE CLEARING THE FIELD WHILE TALKING, NEIGHBOURS PASSED BY AND SAID HELLO TO TEE AND HIS BROTHER, OF COURSE, THEY ASKED WHO I WAS, SO TEE INTRODUCED ME AS HIS COUSIN, I DIDN'T MIND I KNEW WHY HE DID THAT.
THEN THERE WAS THIS GIRL SHE WAS REALLY INTO TEE AND I HAD HEARD ONLY STORIES ABOUT HER FROM TEE AND HIS BROTHER, HER SISTER CAME BY AND MY HEART JUST TURNED BLACK, I COULDN'T EVEN WORK ANYMORE. IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE THAT I WAS ACTUALLY  JEALOUS, I WATCHED TEE AND THE GIRL FROM AFAR AS THEY TALKED AND LAUGHED AND EVERY LAUGHTER JUST STABBED MY SOUL. TEE CALLED ME SO THAT HE COULD INTRODUCE ME AND I PRETENDED NOT TO HEAR HIM AND WENT BACK TO THE HOUSE.
I KNEW HE WOULD FOLLOW ME TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS WRONG. I COULDNT JUST ADMIT TO HIM THAT I WAS JEALOUS.

HOLIDAY SEX

WE SAID HI TO A FEW PEOPLE ON THE WAY WHO RECOGNISED TEE. WE FINALLY GOT TO THEIR HOME. IT WAS QUITE A BIG FARM, SURROUNDED BY TREES, NO ONE LIVED THERE AT THE MOMENT AND THEY HAD A COW AND TWO CATS, A BLACK AND A GREY ONE. THE BLACK ONE THEY CALLED IT NINJA AND THE GREY ONE CUTIE. I COULD SEE WHY THEY CALLED THE BLACK ONE NINJA, IT DISAPPEARED AND APPEARED MIRACULOUSLY, IT WAS VERY SNEAKY. CUTIE WAS VERY SHY I THINK, I RARELY SAW HER.
THE FIRST THING TEE DID WHEN WE GOT TO THEIR HOME WAS HAVE SEX WITH ME ON THE COUCH. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE SEX BUT I DID NOT SAY NO EITHER, I DONT KNOW WHY. ANYWAY AFTERWARD WE WENT TO THE LOCAL SHOP TO BUY SOME THINGS FOR SUPPER.
WHEN WE GOT BACK AND I WAS RESTING ON THE COUCH, NINJA JUST APPEARED FROM NOWHERE AND SCARED THE LIFE OUT OF ME. MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT. AND THEN AFTERWARDS HE WAS NICE TO ME, HE KEPT COMING WHERE I WAS AND SNUGGLING BESIDE ME, IT WAS LOVELY HE WOULDNT STAY AWAY FROM ME.
TEE TOLD ME THAT CATS DONT LIKE WICKED PEOPLE, SO THE FACT THAT NINJA LIKED ME MEANT I WAS A NICE PERSON WITH A PURE HEART. I COULDN'T AGREE MORE, I DID HAVE A PURE HEART. AROUND 6 PM TEE WENT TO MILK THE COW AND I ACCOMPANIED HIM, I TOLD HIM TO LET ME GIVE IT A TRY AND HE DID, BUT THEN I COULDN'T SEEM TO DO IT RIGHT SO I JUST GAVE UP AND GAVE HIM THE STOOL SO THAT HE WOULD CONTINUE. I WAS SO EXCITED ABOUT HAVING FRESH MILK. IT HAD BEEN AGES SINCE I HAD FRESH MILK, I DRANK LIKE THREE GLASSES.
WE SAT AROUND THE FIRE AND TALKED AND TALKED AND LAUGHED. I HAD REALLY FORGOTTEN A LOT ABOUT THE COUNTRY DESPITE THE FACT THAT I WAS RAISED IN THE COUNTRY BY MY GRANDFATHER BUT LEFT WHEN I WAS STILL YOUNG TO GO LIVE WITH MY MUM AND DAD IN THE CITY. TEE REALLY ENJOYED TELLING ME THAT "BABE YOU SHOULDN'T DO IT THAT WAY, IT'S DONE THIS WAY" I HATED IT. HIM CORRECTING ME AND HE KNEW THAT HE JUST LOVED SEEING MY FACE TURN RED. THE FACT THAT I KNEW HOW TO DO THOSE THINGS MORE THAN FIFTEEN YEARS AGO MADE ME MORE MAD. I REALISED THAT THE CITY CAN REALLY CHANGE YOU A LOT. ALL IN ALL, WE HAD A GOOD TIME.
HIS BROTHER CAME AND JOINED US, WE WENT ON TALKING, COOKED SUPPER AND HANG OUT ON THE GARDEN. IT WAS A FULL MOON, THE STARS WERE SO BRIGHT AND THE QUIET AND PEACE. THE ONLY THING YOU HEARD WAS THE TREES AS THEY WERE BLOWN BY THE WIND AND SEEING SO MANY STARS THAT STRETCHED TO THE END OF UNKNOWN. IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
FINALLY, WE WENT TO SLEEP, I SLEPT WITH TEE AND IT WAS A COLD NIGHT BUT LUCKILY I HAD HIM TO KEEP ME WARM, SO WE WENT AHEAD AND HAD SOME AMAZING SEX, I WILL ADMIT IT FELT WEIRD WITH HIS BROTHER SLEEPING IN THE NEXT ROOM THOUGH WE HAD LIKE TWO ROOMS BETWEEN US. BUT ONCE WE GOT INTO IT I FORGOT ABOUT HIM.
I DOZED OFF LIKE A BABY, WITH MY SOUL PEACEFUL AND NOTHING BUT CONTENTMENT AND HAPPINESS.

HOLIDAY

TEES MUM BOUGHT ME SOME PAINKILLERS FOR THE STOMACH PAIN BUT THEY DID NOT WORK. SO AFTER A SHORT WHILE, I BID THEM GOODBYE AND TEE AND I TOOK A MOTORCYCLE TO TOWN. ONCE IN TOWN, THERE WAS THIS WATERFALL AND THERE WAS A PARK. TEE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO THE WATERFALL BUT THE WAY I FELT I JUST WANTED TO LIE DOWN. I TOLD HIM WE SHOULD GO TO THE PARK INSTEAD SO THAT I CAN LIE DOWN.
WE DID AND WE SPENT HOURS TALKING AND LAUGHING, TO ME HE WAS THE ONLY PERSON I SAW, I DIDN'T REALIZE THERE WERE OTHER PEOPLE TOO, ONLY TO TURN AROUND AND FIND PEOPLE STARING AT US. THE PAIN FINALLY SUBSIDED AND IT WAS TIME TO GO HOME OR RATHER HOME TO TEES PLACE. WE TOOK A BUS AND ALIGHTED AT THEIR STAGE.
FROM THE STAGE TO TEES PLACE IT WAS ABOUT 3KM, TEE WANTED US TO TAKE A MOTORCYCLE AGAIN BUT I WANTED TO WALK. I LOVE WALKING IT CLEARS MY MIND. PLUS HIS HOME AREA WAS REALLY BEAUTIFUL SO MANY TALL TREES AND BREATHTAKING VIEWS, VERY GREEN AND VERY PEACEFULL.
TEE ASKED ME IF I WAS SURE I WANTED TO WALK SINCE IT WAS QUITE FAR AND I TOLD HIM YES. WE WENT AHEAD AND WALKED. THE PLACE WAS REALLY BEAUTIFUL, I FELT LIKE I WAS BORN AGAIN OR SEEING THE WORLD FOR THE FIRST TIME. IT WAS COMPLETELY UNTOUCHED BY URBANISATION. REMINDED ME OF MY CHILDHOOD.
AS WE WENT HOME TEE KEPT ME ENTERTAINED TELLING ME ALL THESE STORIES ABOUT THE PLACE AND WE STOPPED ONCE IN A WHILE SO THAT HE COULD SHOW ME SOMETHING. THE JOURNEY WAS SPECTACULAR.

DAUGHTER

FINALLY, THE JOURNEY CAME TO AN END. IT TURNS OUT TEES MUM DID NOT LIVE THAT FAR FROM THE STAGE. I WAS SO NERVOUS BUT TEE WAS RIGHT. HIS MUM WAS SO WELCOMING AND TALKATIVE. I ACTUALLY DIDNT HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING. JUST LISTEN. TEE INTRODUCED ME AS HIS FRIEND. I DIDN'T MIND, I WOULD HAVE BEEN MAD IF HE HAD INTRODUCED ME AS HIS GIRLFRIEND.
WE WERE FOUR OF US, TEE, HIS YOUNGER BROTHER, HIS MUM AND I. WE HAD A GOOD TIME TALKING AND DRINKING SOME TEA AS THE FOOD GOT READY. TEE AND HIS BROTHER LEFT AND I WAS LEFT ALONE WITH HIS MUM. SO HIS MUM WENT AHEAD TO TELL ME STORIES OF HER TWO BOYS AND SHE LOVED THEM DEARLY, WE HAD A GOOD CHAT, GIRL TO GIRL. IT WAS BETTER THAN I EXPECTED.
TEE AND HIS BROTHER CAME BACK AND WE HAD LUNCH WHILE TALKING AND LOTS OF LAUGHING. SUDDENLY MY STOMACH JUST BEGAN ACHING OUT OF THE BLUES. THE PAIN WAS SO INTENSE, I LEFT THEM IN THE HOUSE AND WENT TO LIE ON THE GRASS UNDER A TREE. I KNOW ITS A COINCIDENCE THAT EVERYWHERE I GO THERE ARE ALWAYS TREES AROUND. NATURE LOVES ME AND SO DO I.
WHEN THE PAIN SUBSIDED A BIT, I WENT BACK TO THE HOUSE AND TOLD THEM THAT I HAD TO LEAVE, GO BACK HOME. ACTUALLY, THE PLAN WAS, I WAS GOING TO STAY WITH TEE AT HIS PLACE WHICH WAS A COUPLE OF KILOMETERS FROM HIS MUMS HOME, BUT HIS MUM DIDNT KNOW THAT. SHE KNEW I WAS GOING HOME. THE PAIN CAME BACK AND THIS TIME MORE INTENSE, I REALLY NEEDED TO LIE DOWN ANYWHERE, I WENT BACK OUTSIDE UNDER THE TREE. SO TEE CAME AND ASKED WHAT WAS WRONG AND I TOLD HIM.
HE WENT BACK INSIDE AND TOLD HIS MUM THAT I WAS GETTING LATE AND I HAD TO LEAVE, HIS MUM DID NOT OBJECT, SHE WENT AROUND INTRODUCING ME AS HER DAUGHTER, IT WAS ALRIGHT, I DID NOT MIND IT. TEE AND HIS BROTHER THOUGHT I WAS PRETENDING ABOUT THE STOMACH ACHE SO THAT I COULD LEAVE AND I HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE PLAN WE HAD MADE.

NEW YEAR

THE DAYS WENT BY SO QUICKLY. CHRISTMAS WAS OVER AND ANOTHER YEAR WAS HERE. I DID NOT SEE ANY POINT IN CELEBRATING NEW YEARS. I MEAN TO ME; EVERY DAY WAS A NEW YEAR. EVERYDAY WAS WORTH A CELEBRATION. BUT MAJORITY ALWAYS WINS. SOMETIMES I JUST LOOK AT THE THINGS PEOPLE DO AND I CAN’T DEAL. ANYWAY, I WAS TO GO TO TEES HOME ON THE 1ST BUT I ENDED UP GOING ON THE THIRD. MY MUM WAS LIKE NO YOU CAN’T GO BACK TO SCHOOL YET ITS A NEW YEAR FOR HEAVENS SAKE.

YES, I TOLD HER THAT I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL, COZ SHE WOULD NOT HAVE TAKEN WELL TO ME GOING TO A GUYS HOME. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO TELL AN AFRICAN PARENT YOU ARE DATING. THEY WILL BEAT THE SENSE OUT OF YOU. AND THEN WHEN YOU ARE DONE WITH SCHOOL THEY WILL BE LIKE, WHEN ARE YOU GETTING MARRIED? DO YOU WANT TO DIE OLD ALONE? WE NEED GRANDCHILDREN. TO THEM EDUCATION COMES FIRST.

SO, I STAYED AND WENT TO TEES ON THE 3RD, BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I HAD NEVER BEEN TO THAT SIDE OF THE COUNTRY. THE WEATHER, THE HORSES, THE NATURE IT WAS LIKE SEEING THE WORLD FOR THE FIRST TIME. THIS TOWN WAS ACTUALLY THE MOST LOVED BY THE COLONIZERS AND IT WAS WHERE THE UPRISING BEGAN. 

IT WAS RELIVING HISTORY. SO, WHEN I GOT TO THE TOWN, I CALLED HIM AND HE TOLD ME TO TAKE A MOTORBIKE AND GUIDED ME ON WHERE I SHOULD FIND HIM. IN MY COUNTRY IF YOU ARE TRAVELLING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A NEW PLACE, YOU ARE GOING TO PAY MORE THAN IS NECESSARY, BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE CHARGED. SO YES, I OVERPAID THE MOTORCYCLIST.

I KNEW HE HAD OVERCHARGED ME COZ WE DID NOT TAKE TOO LONG TO REACH WHERE I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET TEE BUT I WAS FEELING GENEROUS AND I HAD MONEY AND I WAS IN A GOOD MOOD TO START AN ARGUMENT.

 TEE WAS ALREADY THERE WAITING FOR ME, HE LOOKED DARKER THAN I REMEMBERED. AND HIS HAIR, IT SEEMED LIKE HE HAD NOT HAD A SHAVE IN A YEAR. OF COURSE, I HAD TO COMMENT ON ALL MY OBSERVATIONS WHEN I SAW HIM AND HE RETALIATED BY SAYING SOMETHING NICE ABOUT ME AND I WAS LIKE, WELL PLAYED MR. MAN.

I HAVE NEVER LIKED PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION AND TEE NEW THAT BUT HE WENT AHEAD AND GAVE ME A BRIEF KISS, I WAS SO EMBARRASSED, I MEAN THIS WAS THE COUNTRY, THE PEOPLE HERE WERE VERY RESERVED AND THEY STILL MAINTAINED THEIR CULTURE.

"BEFORE WE GO, I SHOULD WARN YOU THAT YOU WILL BE MEETING MY MUM " I WAS LIKE WHAT?

"NO NO NO, I CAN’T DO THAT, WHAT I AM I GOING TO TELL HER " I HAD NEVER MET TEES MUM, BUT I HAD MET HIS DAD A COUPLE OF TIMES, HIS DAD WAS ACTUALLY VERY FRIENDLY.

"YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, SHE IS COOL AND SHE WILL DO MOST OF THE TALKING "

"I HOPE SO " I WAS ALREADY HERE, I MIGHT AS WELL BE DONE WITH IT, PLUS I PLANNED STAYING IN HER SONS LIFE FOR A LONG TIME, SO THE EARLIER WE MET THE BETTER.

SO, WE WENT AS I REALLY ENJOYED THE PLACE, HE TOLD ME A FEW THINGS ABOUT THE PLACE AND I KEPT HOPING THAT THE JOURNEY WOULD BE LONGER BEFORE WE GOT TO HIS MUMS PLACE.

CONFESSION

ALL THIS HAPPENED WHEN I WAS IN MY THIRD YEAR. I HAD STOPPED CARING ABOUT SCHOOL, LOVE AND WEED TOOK UP ALL MY TIME. I STILL WENT TO LECTURES THOUGH NOT ALL OF THEM. MADE SURE I DID ALL MY CATS AND EXAMS. I JUST LOOKED FORWARD TO THE DAY I WILL BE DONE WITH SCHOOL. MY MUM HAD OTHER PLANS FOR ME, LIKE ME PURSUING MY MASTERS AND PHD, WELL THOSE WERE HER PLANS, I HAD MY PLANS.
THE YEAR ENDED SO FAST, I BARELY HAD TIME TO CATCH A BREATH. FORTUNATELY I DID NOT FAIL ANY UNIT IN MY THIRD YEAR BUT I GOT RELATIVELY LOW GRADES. THE FOLLOWING YEAR I WAS TO GO FOR AN ATTACHMENT FOR THREE MONTHS THEN BEGIN MY FOURTH AND FINAL YEAR. I WAS NOT WORRIED ABOUT ATTACHMENT I WAS REALLY GOOD AT PRACTICAL WORK. THEORY WAS MY BOREDOM. THE DIFFICULT PART WAS GETTING AN ATTACHMENT, BUT THAT TOO I WAS NOT WORRIED ABOUT, I COULD BE CHARMING IF I WANTED TO AND GET ANYTHING I WANT.
I WAS COPING BETTER THAN I EXPECTED BUT I KNEW THE FEELINGS WOULD CATCH UP WITH ME SOONER. WEED WAS NOW MY BEST FRIEND, I SMOKED EVERY SINGLE DAY AND THE DAYS I DID NOT SMOKE WAS BECAUSE I WAS TOO LAZY TO GET OUT OF BED. SEMESTER WAS DONE AND IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GO BACK HOME. ANOTHER CHRISTMAS WITHOUT TEE. I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT TWO YEARS WERE OVER SINCE I FIRST MET HIM AND WHO KNEW IN TWO YEARS TIME I WOULD BE HERE. BUT, TRUST LOVE TO GIVE YOU A ROLLER COASTER.
IT WAS NOW TIME TO GO HOME, TEE AND I SAID OUR GOODBYES AND WELL I WASN'T EXACTLY LOOKING FORWARD TO SPENDING TIME WITH MY FAMILY, BUT I LOVED THAT I WOULD CHANGE MY ENVIRONMENT AND BE AWAY FROM TEE. I NEEDED TIME AWAY FROM HIM. I GOT HOME AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE. I DECIDED BEFORE THE YEAR ENDS I WOULD CONFESS MY SINS, WHAT I HAD DONE TO MY TWO BABIES.
SO I WENT TO CHURCH AND REALLY FOUGHT WITH THE DECISION FOR ALMOST FIVE HOURS, FINALLY I DECIDED TO GO SEE THE PRIEST AND GET IT OVER WITH, I MEAN WHATS THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN.
THE PRIEST KEPT SAYING THAT I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE CATHOLICS BUT ARE REFUSING TO GO FOR CONFESSION, SO BEFORE THE DAY IS OVER MAKE SURE YOU DO. I GATHERED UP MY COURAGE AND WENT, I DECIDED I WOULD START WITH THE ABORTION AND MOVE ON TWO OTHER SINS, BUT I KNEW AS SOON AS I MENTIONED THE ABORTIONS, THE PRIEST WOULD NOT HEAR ANYTHING ELSE I HAD TO SAY.
I DID, AND AS I GUESSED I WAS CORRECT, ANYWAY HE GAVE ME SOME ADVICE AND WE TALKED A BIT AND SOME PRAYERS. AS SOON AS WE WERE DONE IT BEGAN TO RAIN. IT WAS LIKE HEAVENS WERE WAITING FOR ME TO WASH MY SINS AWAY. IT FELT GOOD. BUT DEEP DOWN,  I KNEW  I HAD NOT FORGIVEN MYSELF.
CHRISTMAS CAME AND I JUST STAYED AT HOME. I WAS NOT INTERESTED IN GOING OUT AND I MISSED TEE LIKE CRAZY, HE INVITED ME NEW YEARS AT THEIR HOME AND I DECIDED I WOULD GO. I HAD NEVER BEEN TO THEIR HOME COUNTRY AND I NEEDED TO GO TO A NEW PLACE, TRAVELLING JUST CLEARED MY THOUGHTS. LIFE HAD NEW PLANS FOR ME, COME THE FOLLOWING YEAR. I HAD NO IDEA HOW MUCH WAS WAITING FOR ME.

NEW CHAPTER

AFTER HAVING BREAKFAST, THAT IS DRINKING SOME TEA. I TOLD TEE THAT I FIRST NEEDED TO SMOKE SOME WEED. THERE WAS THIS PLACE, IT WAS JUST FILLED WITH TREES, VERY QUIET AND VERY PEACEFULL, IT WAS LIKE THE WEED SMOKERS LITTLE JOINT. THE OWNERS OF THAT LAND, PLANTED AND SOLD TREES AND WELL SOME WEED. SO I TOLD TEE WE SHOULD GO THERE, ACTUALLY THE PLACE WAS CALLED THE ENVIRONMENT. I KNOW.
TEE BEING ALL COCKY OR CONCERNED I GUESS TOLD ME
"BABE, I DONT THINK YOU SHOULD BE SMOKING, YOUR BODY MUST BE WEAK FROM ALL THE BLOOD YOU LOST, WE SHOULD JUST GO HOME SO THAT YOU CAN REST" I FORESAW HIM SAYING SOMETHING LIKE THAT, BUT AT THE MOMENT I DID NOT NEED ANYONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
"BABE THANKS FOR THE CONCERN, BUT AM FINE AND I NEED TO SMOKE BEFORE WE GO HOME, AND IF YOU DONT WANT TO TAKE ME, THEN I WILL JUST GO BY MYSELF" I KNEW HE WOULDNT LET ME GO ALONE, SO HE AGREED TO TAKE ME.
WE WENT TALKING ABOUT DIFFERENT THINGS, I CANNOT REMEMBER WHAT WE TALKED ABOUT BECAUSE MY MIND WAS HAVING ITS OWN CONVERSATION.
WE GOT TO THE PLACE, WE SMOKED SOME WEED AND IT WAS NOW TIME TO GO HOME. THE DAY BEING A SUNDAY EVERYONE WAS ALL DRESSED UP COMING FROM CHURCH. CONSIDERING WHAT I WENT THROUGH THE PREVIOUS NIGHT, I HAD STOPPED CARING WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT ABOUT ME. MY EYES WERE BLOODSHOT OF COURSE FROM ALL THE WEED I HAD SMOKED, BUT I DINT GIVE A DAMN, I KEPT ON WALKING, MY HEART CONTENTED.
WE GOT HOME, IT FELT SO GOOD TO BE BACK IN THAT HOUSE. TO MY SURPRISE TEE HAD ACTUALLY CLEANED UP AND PRETTY WELL TOO. TEE KISSED ME AND ONE KISS LED TO ANOTHER AND ANOTHER, I WAS NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVING ANY SEX, ANYTIME SOON. SO I STOPPED HIM. HE TOLD ME
"I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING"
I ASKED HIM "WHAT ?"
"THAT I WANT TO HAVE SEX" I LAUGHED
"AND YOU DONT?"
"NOT AT THE MOMENT" I LAUGHED AGAIN AND THIS TIME HE JOINED IN THE LAUGHTER
"YOU JUST LOOK SO SEXY AND THOSE KISSES WERE JUST TO APPRECIATE YOU AND REMIND YOU THAT I AM WITH YOU"
"HOW SWEET OF YOU"
"BABE I AM SERIOUS, STOP BEING SARCASTIC"
"OKAY, THANKS BUT I NEED A SHOWER"
HE KISSED ME AGAIN AND SAID"YOU GO DO THAT, AND BY THE TIME YOU COME BACK, FOOD WILL BE READY"
"IT BETTER BE, COZ AM GOING TO WASH ALL MY SINS AWAY, SO I WILL BE IN THERE FOR A WHILE"
"MAYBE I COULD COME, HELP YOU WITH THAT"
"VERY FUNNY"
 I LEFT AND WENT TO HAVE A SHOWER, BY THE TIME I CAME BACK FOOD WAS ALMOST READY, WE ATE AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THAT CHAPTER OF MY LIFE IS NOW CLOSED AND TODAY A NEW CHAPTER BEGINS. LET US SEE WHAT MORE SURPRISES LIFE HAS STORED FOR ME. TEE PUT ON A MOVIE AND SOMEWHERE ALONG I DOZED OFF.