SKY HIGH

"you really have never smoked weed?" tee asked me
"yes I have never"
"then why did you lie?"
"I don't know, I always wondered how it would feel, you know, its something I always wanted to try"
"I can't blame you, I think I do understand" he grinned at me.
This really is a nice guy, I mean this guy meets all my wild dreams about a man that I always wanted and it's even better in reality. I wonder if he loves me coz I'm so deep into him.
"how does it feel to be high?"
"I don't know, I can't really tell since it's my first time, maybe I will know later on once I smoke some more. but I do feel pretty good."
"you know I love you" he looked at me
"I know"
"you do?"
"you can't resist a charming girl like me and I can see it in your eyes" he laughed.
"you really do love yourself," he said to me amidst his laughter
I laughed with him "well I have to" and we both laughed our hearts out.
what followed later was a series of high unsatisfiable sex back at his place. The following day was a Sunday and we always went to church together. It was something that we just did.

HIGH LIFE

"Are you High?" Tee asked
"I don't think so, I don't feel any different" i replied
"you are probably high you just don't know it" he started smiling
"you see how you are smiling, you are the one who is high" we both looked at each other and started laughing. Oh yeah, we are so high.
"I can't go back to the hostel like this, the girls are gonna know I'm up to something," I told him.
"let's go grab something to eat, you are hungry right?"
"I'm starving." wait, I'm I really high, is this how it feels to smoke weed. I don't think I feel any different and wait why I'm I having a conversation by myself?
"Tee I didn't know that weed is that cheap?" I told him
"I thought you know how much it costs, you told me you have smoked before" he stared at me.
"I might have stretched the truth a little bit"
"by how far?" he asked
"100%"
" tell me you're joking, you have never smoked weed before" he glared
"No, but now I have"I smiled at him
"never mind, we will have that conversation later" he smiled back

we went to a restaurant grabbed ourselves some food and oh it was delicious. weed has a way of making food taste delicious. To say that the day was amazing, that would be an understatement. I was in another world, a beautiful world.

and so my high life began

ADDICTION

"Hey Cherry, Do you smoke Weed?" Joe asked me, he was Tee's friend. Very close friends.
"No, I don't"
"You sure you don't want to?" he insisted
"yes I'm sure" that part I lied. I always wondered what weed was, how it would feel once smoked. it was one of my fantasies since i was in high school.
Back at highschool, my teachers used to joke that i smoke some, because i loved sleeping and i always aced my tests.
I have always found the art of smoking really wonderfull, just not tobacco.
"alright then, but if you change your mind, you know where to find me" i smiled at him and once they were done smoking we went shopping for some food, came back to joes place, cooked something delicious, talked and really laughed a lot. We were just so happy and we called it an evening.
We always had a lot of fun hanging out together.
When tee was taking me back to my hostel from Joe's place, i told him that i wanted to smoke some weed but not tonight, the followig day which was convenient since it would be a saturday. I didn't tell him that it would be my first time, i just lied that i had smoked before.
we agreed when we would meet and where for the session.

and just like that my weed journey began, I was now in my second year, the second semester.

DARK MOMENTS

"you wanna go for an HIV test? I asked him, this was one year into our intense romance and of course a lot of raw sex.
"yeah sure, why not? but i guarantee you that i am negative"
"i don't have any doubt about that" I replied. i trusted him so much like i would even give him my heart. Wait, i already did that.
We had not talked about love yet, we joked about it. Said how much we hate love and what lovers do. We were just denying ourselves the fact that we were hopelessly in love or at least i was deep in love with this man.
"Hello guys, Cherry you know that Tee is HIV Positive" We met with some of his friends on our way to the hospital.
"Yeah right" i replied. of course, i knew they were joking around.
We got to the hospital, had our tests taken and we were both negative.
"you had really believed that i was positive?" he stared at me.
"of course not" i laughed just to ease up the moment and we had a good laugh.
The series of unprotected wild sex continued and then boom! came my missing periods.

And right there the dark moments began

THE STARS

The sparks were there alright. You can't deny the body what it desires and the heart wants what it wants.
"let's just see what time will do" that was my reply.
he just smiled and said okay.
I didn't like the way he made me feel. i mean i knew love was going to catch up with me sometime, but, really now!
we got to the party and had a really great time.
the chemistry was intense, we couldn't keep our hands off each other and our bodies were on another level. They had their own language, all we did was obey.
life was sweet and so was love, for one year we were okay. we loved, we talked, we shared secrets, shared our fears, we were inseparable.
The romance was intense, we did everything lovers do, we had our crazy moments. One night we spent it at the police station coz love wouldn't let us get to the room. It was fun, scary thing was i wasn't even scared. It was like the best vacation.
 I abused a lot of Postinor 2 since my hormones were on their own journey and i was new to this game.

the game had its own rules, little did i know...