Wednesday 16 January 2019

ALIVE


MY TWO WEEKS WERE UP AND IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME. TEE AND I SAID OUR GOODBYES AND IT WAS A SAD DAY. I HATED SAYING GOODBYE TO HIM, THOUGH HE OFTEN SAID THAT IT WAS NOT A FOREVER GOODBYE AND I SHOULD AVOID SAYING THAT WORD.
HE TOOK ME TO THE BUS STATION AND WHEN THE BUS WAS FULL, HE LEFT. I FELT SO EMOTIONAL I ACTUALLY SHED TEARS. BUT, I HAD TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE BUT THE ONLY BRIGHT SIDE WAS THE SUN SHINING UP IN THE SKIES.
II HAD A SAFE JOURNEY AND GOT HOME LATER IN THE AFTERNOON, EVERYONE WAS HAPPY TO SEE ME AND SO WAS I HAPPY TO SEE EVERYONE. THE LOVE JUST WARMED MY HEART, MADE ME FORGET ABOUT ANY PROBLEMS THAT I HAD.
PARENTS, MOSTLY MY MUM ENQUIRED ABOUT HOW SCHOOL WAS AND I TOLD HER IT WAS FINE, NOTHING MUCH TO TELL.
I DECIDED THAT THIS TIME I WOULD CLEANSE MY SOUL, GET RID OF ALL THE GUILT I FELT. THERE WAS A PRAYER HOUSE NEAR OUR HOME, USUALLY ON FRIDAYS. I THOUGHT I SHOULD GO THERE, ONE FRIDAY WHEN I'M READY TO CONFESS ALL MY SINS.

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