Wednesday 16 January 2019

FAIR


THEY SAY THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP. BUT OURS WAS, SURE WE FOUGHT ARGUED AND EVEN INVITED SILENCE INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP BUT WE ALWAYS MANAGED TO GET BACK UP. A LOT OF THINGS THAT WOULD HAVE BROKE US JUST KEPT US GOING STRONGER.
MY TIME AT HOME WAS FAIR, MY BODY WAS GLOWING, I MEAN I LOOKED LIKE AN ANGEL, I EVEN FELT GOOD TOO AND FOR A MOMENT I FORGOT ABOUT MY GUILT AND MY MISTAKES. I MISSED TEE A LOT BUT AS THEY SAY, DISTANCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER.
YES, WE GREW JEALOUS OF EACH OTHER AT TIMES BUT WE WERE NEVER WORRIED ABOUT THE OTHER PARTY CHEATING WHENEVER WE WERE AWAY. WE WOULD JUST TALK ABOUT THE THINGS THAT LOVERS TALK ABOUT AND LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING EACH OTHER.
MY TRIP TO CHURCH TO CONFESS MY SINS NEVER HAPPENED, YES I DID GO TO CHURCH BUT I DID NOT GO TO CONFESSION, MY HEART JUST WOULDN'T LET ME. MY HEART RULES ME MORE TIMES THAN I CAN COUNT. ACTUALLY, EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE IS BECAUSE THE HEART WANTED IT.
ITS SAFE TO SAY THAT MY EMOTIONS RULE ME, I AM VERY IMPULSIVE. TEE ALWAYS SAYS THAT I CAN CONTROL MY EMOTIONS IF I DECIDE TO, BUT HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND. HE IS THE VERY OPPOSITE. HE IS RULED BY HIS MIND. WHICH IS WHY HE DOES NOT SHOW A LOT OF EMOTIONS, WHICH IS ALSO WHY I TELL HIM THAT HE HAS A HEART OF ROCK.
ACCORDING TO ASTROLOGY, WE ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER COZ WE ARE OPPOSITES AND OPPOSITE ATTRACT. HE IS AQUARIUS AND AM A LEO. IF ONLY HALF THE THINGS THAT ASTROLOGY TALKS ABOUT ARE TRUE. WELL AM A LEO SO I DO BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY AND BECAUSE IT IS ALL ABOUT NATURE. AND WHAT ARE WE IF NOT ONE WITH THE WORLD?
TEE HE DOES NOT BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY HE SAYS THAT THEY NEVER GIVE BAD NEWS, THEY JUST SAY WHAT ONE WANTS TO HEAR. ASTROLOGY IS ONE OF THOSE TOPICS THAT WE NEVER COME TO AN AGREEMENT WE ARGUE UNTIL WE HAVE NO MORE STRENGTH, HE DOESNT LIKE TO LOSE AN ARGUMENT AND NEITHER DO I. BUT IT IS FUN.
TO CUT THE LONG STORY SHORT MY TIME AT HOME WAS WONDERFULL, AND I WAS NOW SET TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. I ACTUALLY FELT SAD TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL COZ OF HOW I WAS GOING TO MISS MY FAMILY.
FAMILY CAN BE UNBEARABLE AT TIMES BUT STILL, BLOOD IS THICKER AND THEY KNOW YOU BETTER.

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