MISSING

LIFE WAS LOVELY, MY SOCIAL LIFE WAS BACK ON TRACK, PEOPLE HAD MISSED ME. TEE AND I WERE DOING BETTER THAN BEFORE. I HAD NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. LIFE WAS GOOD TO ME.
SCHOOL AND I WERE NOW BEST FRIENDS I EVEN FOUND OUT THAT IF I CONCENTRATED THE UNITS WERE NOT EVEN HARD. OUR PHOTOGRAPHY BUSINESS WAS GROWING AND TEE WAS A REALLY WONDERFUL PHOTOGRAPHER. HE WAS EVEN OPENING A CYBER CAFE NOW.
WHEN LIFE IS TOO GOOD TO YOU, KNOW THAT THERE IS SOME HEARTBREAK COMING YOUR WAY. THAT WAS MY CASE. EVER SINCE THE SECOND ABORTION TEE AND I HAD NOT YET HAD SEX. ONE, I WAS GIVING MY BODY TIME TO HEAL AND I WAS NOT YET READY EMOTIONALLY TO HAVE ANY SEX. HE WAS ALSO IN NO HURRY.
MY WEED LIFE WAS ALSO ON TRACK, I LOVED WEED AND NOTHING WOULD MAKE ME QUIT EXCEPT MYSELF WHEN I DECIDED TO QUIT. I HATED ALCOHOL, I DONT LIKE BITTER TASTE.
WEED WAS MY LIFE PAUSE. TO MEDITATE AND TAKE A BREAK TO APPRECIATE LIFE AND THE UNIVERSE, PRETTY MUCH EVERYONE WHO SOLD OR SMOKED WEED, KNEW ME. BUT, NO ONE JUDGED. EVERYONE WITH THEIR OWN LIFE.
THEN CAME END MONTH AND MY PERIODS WERE MISSING, THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS THAT, THE ABORTION PILLS MESSED WITH   MY CYCLE BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY I WOULD BE PREGNANT WHEN I HAD NOT HAD SEX. I MEAN, I AM NOT MARY AND JESUS WAS ALREADY BORN. SO I DECIDED TO WAIT FOR THEM.