AS I WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE DOCTORS I FELT LOST. I COULD NOT NOTICE ANYTHING ON MY WAY I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THIS BEING GROWING INSIDE ME. I WAS VERY CAREFUL BUT YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO CAREFUL THE BODY HAS ITS OWN RULES YOU ARE JUST A HOST.
I FIRST DECIDED TO GO SMOKE SOME WEED AND SEE IF NATURE WILL GIVE ME THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION. ALTHOUGH I ALREADY KNEW WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO. I JUST DID NOT WANT TO GET INTO IT RIGHT AWAY. I NEEDED TO LIVE IN THE MOMENT FIRST.
AFTER ONE JOINT, I WENT TO A RESTAURANT HAD SOMETHING TO EAT, BOUGHT SUPPER AND WENT BACK HOME. I HATED THE DECISION THAT I WAS ABOUT TO TAKE, BUT MAYBE MY LIFE HAD ALREADY BEEN PLANNED TO TAKE THIS ROUTE.
THERE IS A SAYING THAT "IF YOU WANT TO MAKE GOD LAUGH, TELL HIM YOUR PLANS."
I COOKED SOME SUPPER AND WAITED FOR TEE TO COME HOME SO THAT I COULD GIVE HIM THE NEWS.
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