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THE WEEK WENT BY SO SLOWLY, MAYBE IT WAS FAST BUT TO ME IT WAS SO SLOW. I KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE PREGNANCY AND I EVEN WENT TO LECTURERS SO AS TO DISTRACT MYSELF FROM THE ISSUE AND YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW THE AMOUNT OF WEED THAT I SMOKED. BUT ALL IN ALL, LIFE WAS MOVING ON. THE SUN ROSE AND SET WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD.
I REMEMBER THE DAY WAS ON A SATURDAY, JUST A NORMAL SUNNY, BLUE SKIES KINDA DAY. TEE AND I CLEANED UP, GENERAL CLEANING, WE WENT AND BOUGHT SOME LUNCH AND WEED TOO AND COOKED OURSELVES A VERY HEALTHY NICE MEAL OF COURSE WITH SOME FRUITS TO WASH IT ALL DOWN.
TEE ALWAYS LIKED TO JOKE ABOUT HOW THE BODY IS NEVER SATISFIED, IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT TYPE OF FOOD YOU GIVE IT BUT AFTER A FEW HOURS IT WILL NEED TO BE FED AGAIN.
FOOD WAS READY AND THE AROMA WAS SO INVITING. HE SERVED, WE ALWAYS ATE FROM THE SAME PLATE. JUST ONE OF THE THINGS THAT LOVERS DO. DONT ASK ME WHY IT JUST HAPPENS. WE DID NOT HAVE A SOFA JUST THE BED. SO WE SAT ON THE BED AND PUT ON A MOVIE TO WATCH WHILE WE ATE.
AT THE MIDDLE OF THE MOVIE I FELT THIRSTY AND WENT TO DRINK SOME WATER. I STARTED FEELING DIZZY AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WOKE UP TO TEE SCREAMING MY NAME AND SHAKING ME. THERE WAS FEAR IN HIS EYES. I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SO AFRAID.
WHEN I OPENED MY EYES HE ASKED ME IF I WAS OKAY AND TOLD HIM YES, HE SAT ME DOWN. HE ASKED ME IF I COULD WALK AND I SAID YES. HE TOLD ME TO GET UP SO THAT WE CAN GO SEAT UNDER A TREE.
HE WAS HOLDING ME ALL THE WAY TO THE TREE AS IF I WAS INCAPABlE OF EVEN WALKING. WERE IT NOT TO MY CONSTANT REFUSAL HE WOULD HAVE CARRIED ME.
WHEN WE GOT TO THE TREE, I ASKED HIM WHAT HAPPENED COZ THE LAST THING I REMEMBERED WAS FEELING DIZZY AND HE TOLD ME THAT HE JUST HEARD MY BODY AS IT HIT THE FLOOR AND HE LAID ME ON THE BED. I WAS PASSED OUT FOR A GOOD FIVE MINUTES.
HE THOUGHT THAT I PASSED OUT COZ THE ROOM WAS TOO HOT AND THAT WAS WHY HE TOOK ME UNDER THE TREE, FOR THE BREEZE AND SOME COLD AIR. WE SAT IN SILENCE AND HE HELD ME SO CLOSE.
ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS THE FEAR IN HIS EYES, MAYBE HE WAS AFRAID THAT I WOULD DIE IN HIS HOUSE OR MAYBE HE WAS AFRAID OF LOSING ME.
WHATEVER THE FEAR IN HIS EYES WAS ABOUT, I NEVER ASKED HIM. BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT LOOK.