DAY

THE DAY WAS FINALLY HERE. I WOKE UP IN THE MORNING AND FIRST THING I DID, WAS GET MAD FOR SLEEPING OVER, THEN I WOKE TEE UP, SO WE COULD GO HOME. MY FRIEND INSISTED THAT WE SHOULD HAVE BREAKFAST BUT I REFUSED. IN A NICE WAY OF COURSE. SO WE LEFT.
ON OUR WAY HOME I KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE PROCEDURE. I HAD HEARD SCARY STORIES ABOUT DOCTORS WHO PERFORMEABORTIONSNS AND THE MATERIALS THEY USED. I PRAYED AND HOPED THAT NOTHING WOULD GO WRONG. I KNOW ITS IRONICAL.
I WENT HOME AND SHOWERED AND HAD A GOOD SLEEP. I WOKE UP AROUND TWO IN THE AFTERNOON AD DECIDED I WOULD GO TO THE HOSPITAL AROUND 5PM IN THE EVENING. SO TEE AND I TALKED AND SPENT SOME TIME TOGETHER. FINALLY, IT WAS TIME TO GO.
HE TOOK ME TO THE HOSPITAL, THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I NEEDED SO THAT HE COULD BUY THEM. I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS A ONE HOUR PROCEDURE, BUT HE TOLD ME I HAD TO STAY THE NIGHT. I WASNT PREPARED TO STAY BUT WHAT OTHER CHOICE DID I HAVE.
I CHANGED INTO A HOSPITAL GOWN, HE SHOWED ME MY BED AND HE GAVE ME SOME PILLS TO SWALLOW AND HE LEFT, SAID HE WOULD CHECK ON ME LATER, TO SEE IF EVERYTHING WAS GOING SMOOTHLY. I WAS GLAD THAT THERE WERE NO KNIVES BEING USED OR SHARP OBJECTS.
TIME WENT BY SO FAST. TEE WAS HOLDING MY HAND ALL THE TIME AS I LAY IN THE HOSPITAL BED. HE ASKED ME HOW I WAS FEELING AND IF IT WAS PAINFUL, I TOLD HIM I WAS FINE IT WAS NOTHING I COULD NOT HANDLE. I WAS TO FIND OUT HOW WRONG I WAS ABOUT THAT STATEMENT LATER.
WE DIDNT TALK MUCH, WE JUST SAT IN SILENCE. WHAT COULD WE SAY. BUT I COULD SEE IN HIS EYES HOW CONCERNED HE WAS, SO I KEPT ASSURING HIM THAT I WOULD BE OKAY, AND HE SAID HE KNEW THAT. SO WE JUST SAT IN SILENCE AND WE GOT LOST IN OUR OWN THOUGHTS.
AROUND 7.30PM THE DOCTOR CAME BACK, ASKED HOW I WAS FEELING AGAIN, DID SOME TESTS AND HE SAID THAT EVERYTHING SEEMS GOOD. HE TOLD TEE THAT HE COULDNT STAY HE HAD TO GO. SO HE LEFT AND I WAS LEFT ALONE. THERE WERE NO ANY OTHER PATIENTS. I WAS SCARED BUT I TOLD GOD, NOT TO LET ME DIE LIKE THAT.