DRUNK

I HATE ALCOHOL,  I FIND IT BITTER, AND I DONT LIKE BITTER THINGS AND I HAVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD HOW IT HELPS. ANYWAY, THAT NIGHT I WAS DETERMINED TO DRINK AND PUT ALL MY FEELINGS ABOUT ALCOHOL ASIDE. I NEEDED TO DO SOMETHING CRAZY AND SEE IF WHAT THEY SAID ABOUT ALCOHOL WAS TRUE.
I MET TEE AT THE CLUB AND I TOLD HIM I NEEDED A DRINK. HE WAS SURPRISED BECAUSE HE KNEW HOW I FELT ABOUT ALCOHOL. SO HE ASKED ME IF I WAS SURE AND I TOLD HIM I WOULDN'T BE ASKING IF  I WAS NOT SURE. HE ORDERED ONE, SOME LOCAL SPIRIT I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER ITS NAME.
HE WAS SO SURE I WOULDNT DRINK IT BECAUSE THERE ARE SEVERAL TIMES HE ALWAYS TOLD ME TO TRY AND EVERY TIME IT GOT CLOSER TO MY MOUTH I COULDNT DO IT. BUT TONIGHT WAS DIFFERENT, I THOUGHT IF I CAN GO AHEAD WITH AN ABORTION FOR THE SECOND TIME, SURELY I CAN MASTER THE COURAGE TO SWALLOW SOME BITTER DRINK.
SO I DID, I SWALLOWED IT IN ONE GULP AND ASKED FOR ANOTHER ONE AND ANOTHER ONE. TEE WAS VERY SURPRISED, HE DIDNT BELIEVE THAT I WAS THE ONE DOING THAT. THE STRANGE THING WAS THE MORE I DRUNK THE MORE I FELT LIKE I NEEDED ANOTHER DRINK. TEE HAD TO STOP ME SO THAT WE COULD NOT BE LATE FOR THE PARTY.
I DID NOT FEEL DRUNK. I WAS NOT WALKING IN A STRAIGHT LINE OF COURSE, BUT I WAS VERY CONSCIOUS OF MY BEING. I MEAN I DIDNT FORGET ANYTHING. I THOUGHT ALCOHOL MADE YOU FORGET. IT JUST GAVE ME A FULL STOMACH AND A NAUSEATING FEELING. I KEPT WISHING I HAD SOME WEED. BECAUSE THE WEED I HAD, I HAD SMOKED ALL OF IT AND IT WAS LATE. I COULDNT GO TO MY WEED DEALER TO GET SOME.
SO WE GOT TO THE PARTY, THERE WERE VERY FEW OF US, IT WASNT A LARGE PARTY. AFTER SOME SINGING FOR  THE BIRTHDAY GIRL AND WISHING HER ALL THE BEST IN LIFE. WE HAD SOME CAKE WHILE TALKING. MY BODY STARTED REACTING TO THE ALCOHOL AND I BEGAN THROWING UP, I THINK I THREW UP AROUND TEN TIMES. PEOPLE EVEN STARTED WONDERING WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME, BUT I TOLD THEM I WAS FINE, IT'S JUST THAT IT WAS MY FIRST TIME DRINKING.
WHEN MY BODY WAS DONE RELEASING ALL THE ALCOHOL I HAD DRUNK, I PASSED OUT AND SLEPT FOR AT LEAST THREE HOURS PLUS. WHEN I WOKE UP PEOPLE WERE STILL TALKING WITH SOME MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND. TEE ASKED ME TO DANCE WITH HIM. I DINT WANT TO BUT HE WAS VERY PERSISTENT, SO I AGREED AND WE DANCED. WE WERE THE ONLY ONES AT THE DANCE FLOOR, SO THE OTHERS FOLLOWED SUIT AND IT WAS A FUN NIGHT.
WE ENDED UP SLEEPING OVER AT THE BIRTHDAY GIRLS PLACE, THOUGH THAT WAS NOT THE INTENTION.