SAFE

OUR LOVE LIFE WAS BACK IN BUSINESS. I TRIED MY BEST TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL ISSUES SO THAT I MAY GRADUATE AND BE DONE WITH THAT PART OF MY LIFE. I WAS NOW IN MY THIRD YEAR SECOND SEMESTER AND MY SECOND YEAR INTO DATING TEE.
LIFE WAS BEAUTIFUL AGAIN, WEED KEPT ME BUSY AND SO DID PHOTOGRAPHY. MY FRIENDS THOUGH WOULD NOT GIVE UP ON MY SMOKING WEED. THEY KEPT SAYING "CHERRY YOU ARE NOT THIS KIND OF GIRL, YOU ARE BETTER THAN THIS" BUT THEY DID NOT UNDERSTAND, I NEEDED WEED IT WAS MY SECOND LIFE.
TEE AND I CONTINUED HAVING SEX, UNPROTECTED BUT THIS TIME WE JUST HAD SEX ON MY SAFE DAYS TO AVOID ANOTHER PREGNANCY. HE WANTED US TO USE CONDOMS BUT I DID NOT. I HATED THE IDEA OF A MANMADE PLASTIC SUBSTANCE ENTERING MY VAGINA.
SO HE GAVE UP ON THAT TOPIC. BUT HE TOLD ME TO CONSIDER TAKING CONTRACEPTIVES AND I SAID NO. THE ONLY SEX WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IS ON MY SAFE DAYS AND IF THAT IS NOT WORKING WITH HIM, MAYBE HE SHOULD FIND SOMEONE ELSE. SO HE SAID ITS FINE HE LIKES MY TERMS AND HE WOULDN'T BRING UP THAT TOPIC AGAIN. SO THAT WAS SETTLED.
WE STILL LIVED IN THE SAME HOUSE AND WE WERE A BIT BEHIND WITH OUR RENT, BUT THE LANDLORD LOVED US, HE DID NOT PUSH IT. HE JUST TOLD US TO MAKE SURE WE PAY WHEN WE DO GET THE MONEY.
EVERY ACTION HAS A REACTION, NO MATTER HOW SAFE I THOUGHT I WAS MY WORLD WAS TO CRASH AGAIN.